What happened to me?!?!?!

Oh no!
duno wat happened to me...
haf NOT been slping well for d past few days...
so SAD~!!!
i used to slp all d way till moring de...
but these few days have been waking up 2-3 times in d middle of d nite...
AAARRRGGG!!!!!
duno izit bec of d iced kopi i drank which made mi haf NOT quality slp...
anyway... hope i can be back to NORM soon!!! =(

yest... 15Oct i got a report to hand in...
GUESS WAT?
i oni started writing on TUESDAY!!!
THIS IS REALLY D 1ST TIME MAN!!!
d thing is... i'm not gan cheong abt it at all!!!
n still quite confident tt i can do a GOOD JOB & score quite well for it...
haahaahaa...
canot b over confident...
of coz... this report is back up by DAIMOKU de...
nt anyhw den wait till last min den finished it up 1...
in d end... i stayed up till 2am to finish up d report and have to wake up at 6am to go for my lessons...
but... ok lah...
still very awake to attend lessons...
heeheeheee...

its SO easy to see my own weakness when i'm here...
juz realised a weakness in myself... i'm not as expressive as ang mos...
or to be even stricter... i can't react FAST enough when im in front of ang mos...
bec i recalled when im in sg... i think i can react quite fast de???
i think this might b bec of d barrier inside myself tt i reali got to breakthru...
sigh...
must reali work on this...
so tt i can tok to ANYONE n ANYWHERE!!! =D

have been reading up lots of Sensei's guidance to gear up & work towards my GOALS here...
still got a long way to go...
but i MUST be CONFIDENT tt i WILL MAKE IT!!!
bec Sensei IS confident of tt!!!
so I can't disappoint my mentor...
JIA YOUs JIA YOUs JIA YOUs!!!

finali got myself placement...
will b working in a hospital setting...
think this is definitely going to b a very different experience compared to wat i went through last year...
this placement i will learn how to help children to divert their attention & calm them down when they are nervous & scared during surgery n while staying in hospital...
hopefully i can create value in their lives & of coz... mine!

i am reali inspired by d SUA n SUJ school song when they sang it in front of Sensei!!!
watched Sensei's video on tue at d usual place in bethnal green...
almost forgot how to go there...
bec haf been 4mths since i last went there...
their spirit is REALI HIGH!!!
IN FRONT OF SENSEI~~~~!!!
when will my turn comes?????
SOON... i think...
heeheehee...

oh ya... Ikeda Peace Centre in central london is opening on 1st Novemeber 2008!!!
we will be having a SD KIck-off mtg on 15NOv there!!!
haahaahaa...
so looking forward to it...
then i can meet tiew leng there le...
haahaahaa...
so excited!
hope to reali revitalise myself n renew my determinations to further improve myself!!!

LET'S JIA YOUs together!!!
YEAH!!!

I'm BACK on my BLOG!!!

Hi everyone!
thank you so much for your encouragement that you have been reading my blog...
sincerely hope that this little blog of mine will continue to encourage you in singapore and ME, especially, in london...

I will try to update as frequent as possible...
so... pls stay tune! =D